I had a dream 2 nights ago that I got pulled over by a cop cuz I was speeding… and then the next day (yesterday) I got pulled over by a cop for the first time in my life because I was speeding… Lol definitely got a ticket.
I’ve noticed my “prophetic dreams” are different from others in that their animation is kinda choppy and stuff looks exaggerated kind of like semi-cartoonish.
He finally left for good. AND I realized I must be slightly sensitive to energy cuz I can actually feel like he’s gone. It’s not much guess work. This house feels empty.
There would be times I’d be folding laundry or sitting around and I felt like he was RIGHT there just watching me.
He left cuz I finally told him I was done and tired of his shenanigans and I asked my passed uncle to do anything he could and maybe have a little talk with the boy if possible. I don’t know how that stuff works on the other side. I told the boy I have my own life and theres not enough room for him to be causin little scenes in my life all the time.
Plus, since he wasn’t exactly discreet, it kinda felt like an invasion of privacy cuz every time I thought I was alone……. nope.
Hope he’s doin ok, though.
I ended up getting reiki 2 certified this weekend!!!! Woooo! As of now I just really need to practice it because it gives you specific symbols to work with, especially to do long distance healing. When I actually have my hands on someone doing reiki, I don’t have to think of it too much, just focus a little, and it works. I think for long distance it would take some real meditation, focus, concentration. However, that itself will be a good psychic exercise when I decide to start practicing. It involves visualizations. I’m also really happy my reiki teacher has HIGH hopes for me. He said I get it faster than others and am confident with it. Now I just need practice.
I started to notice I have small really subtle clairvoyant thoughts. I asked myself WHERE IN THE WORLD my late blockbuster movie was (and trust me, I searched my apartment and car high and low)… and I got a quick image of under my bed. SURE ENOUGH, it was there.
I also learned more about my ex and my’s lonnnng past into past lives and how the separation this life was meant to be a tough one by going to my psychic lady. In the middle of some reconnective psychic therapy I saw a symbolic image of him and I separating. It was of 2 silhouette shadow figures that I knew represented our spirits, maybe not even our personalities. But at the time I was watching that, the pain and feeling of not wanting to separate for good in this life was 100 times stronger than the image. I have always been more of a FEELER. It was like watching a little story.
And then the last little clairvoyant thing I had was of this little spirit kid possibly haunting my house. That’s still up for debate cuz it might have been a dream.
Gotta go to work!! BYEE
It all began a few weeks ago when I had the feeling someone was watching me at night. As soon as my head would hit the pillow I’d have to jump up and turn a light on to sleep… That’s not normal behavior for me unless I’ve just seen a real scary movie in the last few days.
Then… a light in my living room started to get bright and dim. On and off. Alternating every few seconds. Even 3 of my friends noticed it but told me it’s about to burn out. I believed them.
Then I was laying in my bed trying to sleep when my waste paper basket with the plastic walmart bag lining starting rustling and making a lot of noise. I thought maybe air current was hitting it but it was soo loud and not by any fans that I also assumed it was a mouse. I moved it a little and looked around it. Nothing. A few minutes later the noises started again as if someone was deliberately flicking the bag with their finger repeatedly over and over again. I was so tired I just ignored and fell asleep; only to wake up to it again at night. My delusional sleepy self moved it to the other side of the room assuming it had to be some air hitting it. Nope, it did the same thing on the other side of the room and it wasn’t until I woke up that I realized how freaky that is, considering it’s been in my room the last year and never acted like that before.
That’s when I started assuming I might have a little visitor. I told my closest friend who kept an open mind. And a few nights ago I tried to have a deep meditation. In the middle of it I was getting pretty sleepy and relaxed until I saw the face of a 12 yr old red head/strawberry blond messy haired boy scowling at me!! I tried to ignore and continue meditating but he popped up in my mind’s eye again and it startled me enough to give up on the meditating. I sent my friend a text message about that and she read it the next morning and freaked out cuz she told me she had been picturing a red head boy the same age when she was talking to me on the phone that night… Coincidence??
NOWWW the kid’s got my attention and I’m super intrigued by the fact my apartment might be haunted. More lights around the house started going bright and dim. I called up my sister and my psychic friend to talk about him — and it got such a big reaction outta the spirit that he even stopped my air conditioning and power in my room all at once and it quickly restarted when I was on the phone with them. I started getting a little freaked out at this point cuz he was making a nice big display.
At that point I realized it wasn’t faulty bulbs, but what happened next really struck a personal cord with me. — IT SCREWED UP MY BLOW DRYER WHEN I WAS USING IT… It would blow strong, then weak, alternating every second and at the same time all the lights in my room were flashing the same way!! Strong, dim. OH hell no. I threw my blow dryer on my bed and yelled at him to stop screwing with my sh*t!!! And he did… and I got on with my day. Lol.
I made sure to tell him as I was walking out the door he better scram by the time I get back cuz I don’t want him around… ESPECIALLY at night. Guess he’s semi nice cuz he doesn’t choose to do any of this at night. Not sure if he’s still around or not. I have no idea why he came to my place either but we’ll see how things go. But I already told him to leave once before and he didnt.
He might even be sticking around because I am kind amused by my house being haunted. But when it comes down to messing with my appliances when I’m trying to use them, that’s where it draws a line. I just don’t want him thinking he’s welcome to get attached here or to me.
It’s been a while since I last wrote… Here’s whats goin on in my life!!!
1. Got my fabulous apartment that I wanted.
2. Already got in contact with a guy thru a facebook group of who’s going to be at that university for the summer. He and his frat buddies told me they’d be happy to help me move in. (OK, before any judgments come about frat guys… trust me, I’ve been dealin with them the last 4 years. They’re normal people. And the ones that are slimy, disgusting, and untrustworthy are NOT typically the ones that would offer to move a girl in. Frats DO actually try to uphold good reputations usually)
3. Getting more and more excited to leave this town and start fresh; but will miss my friends so much.
4. I’m getting back to a slightly healthier life style. Gettin to the gym when possible and meditating here and there. Yes this could use improvement.
5. Put in my 2 weeks notice at the restaurant tonight! — A little worried how my other boss will respond when he finds out tomorrow before I get there. :/
6. As for anything spiritual: I really like Bellaruth Naparstak’s (spelling) meditation/visualization MP3s. She has a good calming voice.
I still only get random hits… Usually revolving around food. Haha. AND um, when I’m calling someone, most of the time I get a feel about whether or not they’re gonna answer. Sometimes I can totally tell the person has no idea I’m calling and they’re away from their phone. It’s just WEIRD how that information comes to me, though. It’s just like, I know, or I don’t know. It’s all feeling based. No visuals, no auditory stuff. I guess maybe I’m not meant to be very gifted in that area. :] Oh well. I only get it for really random things.
Otherwise, Life is still showing me a bunch of different miracles all the time.
Oh and I loved the book “Mastery of Love” – But I forgot who wrote it. I lent it to my sister. It puts a good spiritual twist on why dysfunctional relationships exist. Except, It’s a whole paradigm shift. It definitely questions current beliefs on relationships and you won’t look at love the same.
Also reading about Robert Monroe and his Monroe Institute, and his out of body experiences. VERY interesting. But some ppl are naturally more able to do that than others.
Hope everyone is doing well!
After meditating the other night I remembered a forgotten memory of when I was a child, visiting my grandpa, and going to this Sam’s restaurant in my mom’s old red car. It made me a little teary eyed thinking about it. I thought maybe my grandpa was saying hi.
The next day I visited my parent’s house to see a picture displayed of my mom’s red car with my grandpa standing by it.
Interesting. :]
Waiting to get approved to sign a lease for a gorgeous apartment in Southern Illinois. I will be really lucky if I get it, because its a new beautiful apartment for the same price as a crappy 1 bedroom apt here. My only issue is…. now I need to buy furniture, a table, and a tv. We’ll see what I can find in my parents basement haha. Actually looking forward to moving away and meeting new people. I think I need it. And I hope it turns out as well as I’m hoping it will.
I’ll update another day. Oh ps… I asksed the universe/god to help me find the perfect apartment for me… as long as I get approved I’m getting the last one of this kind. In a new safe area with only grad and law students. Exactly what I need.
I’m humored by this, but don’t quite understand it…
Why is it that the only thing I’m intuitive about these days is WHEN the delivery driver for my food is going to be here. Usually I get an impression of when they’re leaving the restaurant and thinking of heading in my direction. Then I usually get another 1 or 2 strong thoughts of them when they’re 1 minute away or right outside my door. I simply know when to get off the couch and head to the door.
That’s it. Thats all I get. Hahah. How profound. I’m really connected to my highly desired food I guess? My roommates are noticing that trend and find it funny too.
I got a offer from a graduate school 5 hours away. Such a relief.. but i have a week to accept. I want to hear back from others before I commit to the one I would least prefer to go to… but at the same time, I’m so happy to just be in anywhere.
I feel like I should quickly update on my life. The graduate schools have been writing me back. Although since I’ve gotten 2 rejections, 3 waiting lists, and 1 unknown… there is a possibly spiritual side to this whole ordeal that is very close to freaking me out.
You know how when you get rejected or aren’t the “best of the best” you feel like you could give up or SHOULD lose hope? Well, I haven’t yet and usually I’d be the type to be safe and assume the worst. I joke that I naively am believing I can still make it. Logic would say … “Eh, not this time around.” But something else keeps telling me it’s meant to be.
When I explained my concerns about not being accepted to a friend she said, “Maybe it’s not meant to be.” To which I referred to that odd coincidence story that I’ll post the link to so I don’t have to rewrite.
http://ashleyrey2691.wordpress.com/2008/07/21/coincidences-and-signs/
It’s the shooting star story.
Later that day after my friend made me question if maybe it was just a meaningless coincidence, I ended up buying the book, “The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire.” Which … while reading on the airplane, the first page and 1/2 was talking about shooting stars and coincidences and miracles and opening your eyes to them.
SO>>> I DUNNO? If I am really being guided in a direction that’s so meant to be for me, I wish it was this supportive and easy in other areas of my life. Haha. However, if this is true I’m so thankful for it guiding me.
I called one of the major schools to check about my application status today. They once again said, RECORD HIGH NUMBERS OF APPLICANTS… but your application has a high rating. :/ So wait-listed again and again. One of the schools I talked to today said they got 313 applicants and only 32 will make it in this semester. That’s why I logically doubt myself.
LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
Nothing else new. I’m kinda remembering my dreams more.
I had a feeling my ex bf was gonna contact me cuz I felt the feeling of acceptance and kindness in the air related to him. Sure enough he came around trying to talk things out, but in a flirty non-sincere, non-accepting of responsibility type of way. When I told him to stop texting me at like 3am (he has a gf that hates me for him doing this), he didnt respond and hasn’t talked to me since… and is back to refusing to talk to me. Temper tantrum I guess?
5 more weeks of school and I’m graduated!
I tried a little Reiki on my dad after he fell on his back leaving the GYM. 
Icy out.
I only did about 10-15 minutes of it because I was in a rush to get back to school… However, he fell asleep and started snoring in that 10 minutes. That’s a sign its working!! OR it’s a sign the person is very tired. Lol. I asked him a few days later if it helped at all and he said “Yes. Immediately afterwards it felt better.” I made him promise he wasn’t making it up. He promised.
Good!
I told my sister she and I need to try 1/2 hr to an hour on each other and see if we feel anything.
